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Ocean In The Sky

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Scribbled recently during a journey..inspired by the beauty of the sky. Mostly I travel at night or in the morning, but this time it was at dusk. And god did I witness a beautiful site!
It was one of the best moments of my life, I was mesmerized by the beauty of the wondrous nature. Awestruck and Lost! Literally Lost.

It was as if the sky was playing with colors. The horizon was shining in a gleam. There were several shades of blue, different intensities of light, and the clouds - they were rushing everywhere and forming different shapes.
For sometime all that I could see was - Blue, all around, felt as if I was inside a sea. Then at times with a cloud cover below, we were sailing on the surface. And my insides wanted to jump out, into that, to swim across this beautiful ocean, to touch the horizon and come back. To see the sun setting into it, to glide over it.

Wish I had wings!

Well, This is how an airplane expresses its joy on swimming in this 'Ocean In The Sky'.

The smell of wind surrounds me,
My open arms move along,
Twisting and turning to catch a glimpse,
Of the approaching dusk that is beautiful.

All the heaven's colors,
White, Red,Violet and Blue,
Piled on top of each other,
Raining rainbows around with perfect hue.

I'm Sailing within this ocean,
Curving and bending with wind,
Swimming along the boundaries,
Making my way in again.

Can see the Earth's curvature,
Marked by a crimson horizon,
Drifting sea of clouds that underline it,
oooooh, Its mesmerizing!!


Universe, Cosmos and Life

Saturday, April 09, 2011

I had never thought about questions like 'How the first human came on Earth' or 'How the universe works in synchronicity' etc, Wasn't it Darwin's theory about evolution?..conditioned to think that modern day science was providing answers to all these questions, satisfied with the explanations , I never bothered.

Reminds me of a day when there was a debate on television between scientists and astrologers/psychics. The scientists were asking them to give proofs, while the latter were unable make their point. What caught my attention was an astrologer, saying,".. yeh high level baatein hai, science ko iski samajh nahin.." and I laughed very hard on that. Astrology, past life regression etc challenging science?! Was he kidding himself?...But Now, I take my words back. It IS true. Science as projected in the mainstream (I say that because only a little info is made available to people in the mainstream, scientists are definitely researching on every possibility but just a subset of the info, which is considered enough to shape public opinion, is released) is still a baby, learning things as and when it encounters.

So, Who ARE we? Where did we come from? Earth has completed over 5 billion years of existence and humanity (as known) 4-5000 years, What happened before that? Did we just evolve from ameoba and other micro-organisms over centuries, or did we migrate from another planet? Will the current state of earth remain this way in future, with humans (along with pollution and nuclear mess ) inhabiting the planet for several more centuries, or is there a chance of a wipe-out? Is there only one Universe (that we know of) or a possibility of Multiverses(parallel universes)? Are there Ghosts and Sprits, if so, why don't we see them? Do we take birth after we die, or is it just a concept used by Yogis? Why some people are born with psychic powers, or do they dupe people? 'Humans are spiritual beings', What does it imply, that we are supposed to pray and have faith in god, or is it much deeper than this?

I can mention 1000 more questions here but the answers will come only with time. In the meantime, one can expose oneself to the reliable though unconventional theories available. I might mention them and then forget about them completely (Ignorance is bliss :P), but for the 'consciousness' of my being to grow, I need to 'realize' the answers to these questions.

There is just sooo much that I don't know where to start from..

Lets start from Evolution. Everything in this world/universe is Energy, or Light. Everything (matter, force, light, life, visible/invisible) resonates at a particular frequency. There is an entity that is governing the functioning of the synchronicity in the universe (its not a random thing). It has been observed by various scientists that the spacing between the planets of the Solar Systems (notice the 's') bear a harmonic code, mathematicians go wild discovering the golden means and other ratios in the universe. In simple words, the planet spacings, their diameters, ratio to each other aren’t arbitrary, they bear special ratios. So its not like a random cloud of gas & dust came together to form planets and planetary systems. The central 'Star' (sun in our system) is like the gateway to these systems with the central Stars governing their own planetary systems. And yes, I am definitely hinting that earth is not the only planet to have life. Every Star System, for that matter has life in some form or the other. They might be Invisible to our eyes but there are several people like us in the universe. Yes, looking similar to us. (There is a reason why they are invisible to our eyes. I will get to all this in another post). There is a concept of Dimensions. We know about 2D and 3D(We are in this one). There are several more dimensions. As far as I’ve read, there are Eight dimensions(no documented proof of the number anywhere though), like a musical Octave, after which the Eighth dimension acts as the first dimension of the next Octave and so on..This is like an Evolutionary Path for everything that exists in this Universe. The density decreases as you move up the path.

Now, Earth has its own Evolutionary path. The beings on Earth have their own. And the two are NOT mutually exclusive. Earth is currently in the Third dimension (3D). This means that the frequency at which Earth vibrates is of third dimension and is lesser than that of 4th and above. This evolutionary shift is referred to as the 'Ascension' process. Remember Dinosaurs? Earth faced evolution around the time of their extinction. In 3D the cycle is of 75000 years and is about to end in near future. And, the transition has already begun many years ago.

What does that mean? The sun is sending out more energies, its magnetic field has increased multiple folds, the solar activity has also increased. This means that the planets in the solar system are receiving more energy. They are in turn increasing their own frequencies to tune in to these energies. Going through unrest and physical changes. Hence, the increase in natural calamities since the last 10 years or so. These changes are supposed to accelerate now. Some people say 2012 is the year, but It can't be that accurate. So I guess add 4-5 more years atleast. Evolution is not a one-off random thing, it is planned and fixed. There has to be an entity governing all this.

Wondering where the Human is in this? According to Quantum physics that talks about atoms, whatever happens at 'macro' level, happens also at 'micro' level. The changes that Earth is going through are being felt by people living on it. Changes are happening to us too. We all are going through an evolutionary phase at the end of which we would be in the 4th Dimension. This is where your spiritual journey kicks in. We will evolve spiritually into 4D beings. How this will happen etc is up to the Universe, that creates several species and helps them evolve at fixed times. The 3D world is a physical world. 4D world (and above) is more of a spiritual world. An Astral Plane (spiritual plane) gets added. You are more aware of yourself as a spiritual being, having a soul. There will be changes in your physical body, your thinking, your DNA. Some dormant DNA strands will be activated. You will be inclined to feelings such as Love, Light, helping others, Selflessness. Things that make you 'human', not money, fame, hatred, war – things of the physical plane (3D). Nobody knows how and when this would happen. The process has started and changes are being felt in the consciousness level of Earth by higher spiritual realms (spiritual beings).

In a way, our DNA which is of two strands right now, will change. More stands are going to be activated. Scientists call 95% of our DNA as the 'junk-DNA' because they don't know what it does, not being used by us at all. More of it will be activated and our consciousness will increase with that.

More and more people are becoming aware that a fact like this has been kept under covers for 1000s of years (not for our benefit). We are supposed to know who we are and what we are here to do. But, apart from the obvious reasons why certain people would prevent this, as I've mentioned in previous posts, such kind of a thing has been shunned by the 'society' of rationalists too .

There is still a lot to write. You might not believe all this, that is understandable. Keep an open mind.

Open yourself up.

PS: I've been through a life-changing sort of an experience over the last year. Whole of 2010. When I've introspected a lot about myself. I've thought about the big questions in life. Something I feel (it appears to myself) as a 'Zooming OUT' of the everyday life happened. And, I began to look at life in the broader perspective. Stringing events together to see a coherent picture of the life. This is the time that I have been very restless, very unstable and very touchy, emotional over the slightest of things.

A trigger for all this was a series of unfortunate happenings, all occurring at the same time in my life. I felt the lacking of something 'solid', felt that nothing at all was 'real'. That made me question the 'reality' as we perceive it to be. 'Its all in your mind ' is something I've always believed in and I was starting to think that probably your reality is only what your mind creates for you. You create your reality.

2010 was mentally torturous for me. Towards the starting of 2011, I was introduced to illuminati. I began researching on this and the positive effect it had on me was that my view of the world changed. It broadened and I became more open to possibilities. One thing lead me to another, and I stumbled upon Spirituality, Cosmos, Universe. All I can say is that I am getting the best answers and eye-openers here.


Illuminati II

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Well, here are some more updates on this. You might want to read Illuminati I.

Current scenario : No matter how hard the Illuminati are trying to accelerate the NWO , their powers are contained, success seems less likely since there are powers in this universe far greater and powerful than we can ever imagine, the Illuminati know this. They are making desperate efforts now to create fear, to brainwash and depopulate the world since the Earth's Ascension process has already started and changes in the human consciousness are being felt on a large scale by the lightworkers and other spiritual beings on the planet. More and more people are waking up to this. (Will elaborate on this topic in another post)

All these happenings are taking place at the 'Macro' level, so to say.

Only my friends read my blog, I know ;)... so I can guess that all of this is going above your heads. Patience!
Interested? Read below.
Else - Ignorance is bliss :P

Have you ever wondered why all the major world events can be traced directly/indirectly to the US? I obviously am not a US hating freak trying to settle scores by defaming the country in public, No! However, most of the world events have them involved in someway or the other. In India, if you take the 26/11 attacks, there is David Headley, who confessed to being trained alongside the Pak terrorists and 'was a DEA agent'. If you research a little you will find that all the unrest in the world is the result of US secret intelligence services (including Illuminati , which is not country specific). Its still a matter of debate as to whether Obama is directly operating under the Illuminati wing or merely being forced to carry out some of their orders (Though some ET channels have confirmed that he is on the good side, the debate still continues). These Money & Power seeking influential people are the root causes of the world's misery. They've chained people and kept them in the dark since ages and continue to do so even today.

Before the masses fully awaken to Ascension times, the Illuminati have only a few years to go to bring in their NWO, which requires containing mass awakening from happening , stopping DNA changes, depopulating (their most imp agenda) etc etc. As the consciousness is rising amongst the humans by every passing day, Illuminati are also pushing hard. Their deperate attempts are being noticed by the people who are keeping a tab on them. Be it the frequently seen Chemtrails, use of HAARP, mind control through microwaves, creation of fear and panic (its like if you keep people busy with something traumatic, they become less receptive to the light as their mind is occupied with their own problems) etc etc. The Illuminati have been planning a final fake 'alien invasion' since atleast half a century. Why? As part of their Project Blue Beam, which would have been the final nail in the coffin for proposing their NWO as a solution to humankind's survival against them. With the ETs destroying their high-tech machinery and some underground societies threatening the Illuminati, there seems to be very less hope of their success.

All in all, no matter how hard they try to bring it to fruition, there are forces who are keeping a check on their activities and trying to control(lessen) the damage they are likely to cause with these highly advance technologies. Each side's efforts are gradually coming to people's notice. 2011 and 2012 are gonna be important years for sure. I believe that we might get to see the Illuminati unveiling themselves or the First Contact(Disclosure) initiated by the end of this year or the next.

There is just sooo much. If you are interested then you could look up the mentioned terms above. A person only believes when he arrives at it by himself.


Something to Dig Into- I

Friday, March 18, 2011

This post is with reference to Realization II

Ground Rule : Be Open!

The ‘Illuminati‘!! Ring a bell? Those who have read Dan Brown’s books would already be familiar with the name of this secret Occult-Society. Dan Brown’s novels (I am not paid for publicizing him) are mostly based on facts gathered after detailed research even though the story revolves around a fictitious adventure. Although, he focused more on the Anti-Christ (satanic) nature of this secret group in his books, I will be focusing on the controlling part of their agenda.

One day, when a friend was discussing about how the Illuminati was trying to influence the world, how we were presented with crap and were being herded like sheep, believing all the wrong information being fed by the media. I out rightly retorted how such a thing was possible. If possible, how such a cover-up was even being carried out on a large scale level? These are the questions that you all will be facing while reading this I am sure. So, keep an open mind. Its not a new topic, people have been observing and researching on it for several years. As with many conspiracy theories, the truth will only be known once the skeletons start falling out in the open.

Illuminati (As Simplified As Possible)

For those who have never heard of it, Illuminati is a secret Cult group, organized in a hierarchical manner with the ‘all-seeing-Eye’ at the top of the pyramid. This eye is a part of the group symbolism. Represents those at the top, who are actually governing it (the ‘Insanely’ rich people of the world, in India nobody is that rich and supposedly the Illuminati hasn’t penetrated much here. There is a certain satanic-ritual part involved with the elite people, who think of themselves as gods (as believed) but I don’t buy that theory as much as the controlling part). There is a belief that there are 13 bloodlines behind this, Rockefellers and Rothschilds being the main ones. Below them are the Freemasons, several smaller societies working for them, assassins etc. Communication is very discrete at all levels, so basically one level doesn’t know much about the higher level.

There are many people specifically researching on this. They say that the Illuminati look for prospective mass-influencers
(Musicians (Eminem, snoop dog), Company-Heads (some say Bill Gates is involved too), Govt Officials, Media-Houses, Hollywood, every damn field you can think of ). They offer them Wealth and Fame in return for control over their doings (here again they say that mind-control and satanic rituals are involved such as making these people zombies for some time, hypnotizing). Its like Selling-Your-Soul for money and fame. They have their sources placed at every top level institution, working out the orders of the Top-Level. This also includes the Downing Street, the White House, the Vatican, the Federal Reserve Board.

Most of the things are predetermined, they just act out in public on a script. Media is in their control so apart from the script that is read, most of the leaks are subsided internally with threats or other means. When I talk about these things, I don’t mean little matters of little consequences and lesser known people, they include the most influential people at ‘world’ level, people who we know, all the inter and intra governmental matters, and matters of the whole world. Will mention some of the main ones later on.

Illuminati is not a country specific group but yeah most of the controllers belong to the UK, US, EU region. They don’t have the ‘Majority’ of the population under their control technically but are fooling everybody. Total control on the banking and finance industry through the 'Federal Reserve Board'. But other regions are getting influenced nevertheless financially, economically, politically.

Illuminati symbolism: People who study the science of Symbolism say that the Illuminati symbolism is everywhere. Again, a part of the satanic cult, something I don't believe completely, but yeah every group wants to leave a mark on their creations .The all seeing eye, devils horns (yes, although its a symbol used by metal rockers), 666-devils number, 9/11 [10 is God’s number in western civilizations, so you are skipping 10], and so many more symbols.


New World Order (NWO): We have all heard these words! In songs, somewhere or the other. Most of the things are predetermined and are happening on purpose for a greater goal .The NWO, in which they aim to control all the resources of the world. There will be no individual governments. It has been their long term aim. They are playing with the psyche of the masses to induce fear. To lead them into helplessness and ultimately propose their NWO as a solution to the world’s problems. So a lot of hype and restlessness is being created against respective Govts, against humanity (End-of-the-world), Terrorism, Global Warming, Recession, etc.. much more than the actual worth). Illuminati -New World Order

Hue-and-Cry about Terrorism (Out of proportions): A means of creating fear and helplessness amongst the masses. It believed that the Taliban were ready to surrender Osama, before the war, but Bush declined and went ahead with it [Oil]. Motto: Plunder-Take Resouces -Fit Your Person-Create Fear. Osama was a CIA agent. Osama and Bush knew each other even before the attacks on WTC. Osama's brother Salem and Bush had partnered a company(Arbusto Energy Oil Company)[Terrorism: Osama Bin Laden-George W Bush]. Moreover, its also believed that the 9/11 was staged. It was being planned since a long time. Many things are floating around the net. Dimitry Khalezov has his theory that the Freemasons planned the attack, with nukes setup in the buildings before hand for complete destruction.

One Important thing : A US programmer had made a game in 1995 which had 9/11 pictures in it. How is that possible? INWO GAME - 1995

Operation Blue Beam: The ultimate project that will make way for the enforcement of the NWO. Efforts are being made for NWO but it is not working out since calamities like Japan Earthquake etc are uniting people even more :)

Climatic Threats:What is HAARP?. Allegedly earthquakes in Haiti and Niigata were not natural.

Assassinations: Widely known, JF Kennedy, Martin Luther King. Since Nirvana was known for anti-illuminati lyrics and for open thrashing of Illuminati, some believe that Cobain’s death wasn’t a suicide and that he was killed by them for suppression. The Illuminati agenda of ‘Join-Us or Die’ for people who try to expose them. Jim Morrison, John Lennon, Frank Zappa are also said to be murdered. Former rapper, Tupac for trying to expose them in some of his works like 'Killuminati'

Satanic Verses in Lyrics: Some people even say that eagle’s Hotel California when reversed has satanic verses indicating the Band’s involvement with the Anti-Christs. (It sounds like ‘Yeah satan’, but only when u are looking for something fishy). A lot of the famous rock songs when reversed contain them. Obama’s ‘Yes We Can’ when reversed sounds like ‘Thankyou satan’ (I’ve tried recording it and then reversing, it does). Now, whether these were intentionally put or whether they were normal but only ‘sounding’ odd when reversed, only the recording engineers would know ;) I personally feel that any line, when reversed should not contain a sequence of clear English words that make sense. If such is the case, then certainly something has been added externally.

Depopulation: There are (as roughly estimated) around 10,000 Illuminati workers. And with a huge world population, the difficulty increases. So, they intend to reduce the total population by all means. The motto of - "Fewer but better citizens". Reports have appeared about the use of biological warfare (Race-Specific diseases for depopulation and threats).

Resistance Against Illuminati - China is a threat to them for harboring Anti-Illuminati activities. Russia, South-East Asia, Middle East region are supporting them.India is mostly Illuminati free.[Chinese Secret Society challenges Illuminati ].


Dimitri Khalezov - WTC Nuclear Demolition
Osama Bin Laden Was CIA Spy

CIA-Osama bin Laden controversy

Haarp: High-Frequency Vandalism in the Sky

Illuminati Symbolism - Everywhere!
Illuminati Symbolism in Hollywood

I think this much data is sufficient to keep your minds thinking :) I have just touched upon the issues here, it is a huge topic in itself.There is a lot of information available on the web. If you are interested in knowing more, then please feel free to dig more. And also, paste some relevant links here so I would also know :)

Spread this to more and more people because I really feel we all should come outside of our individual lives and know the world. And most importantly, know that what is being fed in the media, or what is being shown to the world, is not necessarily true. Be Open.

[Technology is reaching newer highs making everything possible. Changes in one country will affect others, it is a small world after all :)]


Realisation II

Monday, March 14, 2011

This post is especially for my fellow 'rational' friends.

Its so natural, right? We try to explain things through Science.
That is the First thing we base our opinions on. The Natural-Phenomena, Gene-codes, Physiological and Psychological ailments, all have answers in Science. Everything!!
The Other is Practicality (Logic to be more precise).
You would say : True, and why not?! If it works and fits, its right.

I am a student of Science and I've been taught to be rational. Science and Practicality being my support systems. I accept only what i SEE, refuting the unseen/the inexplicable/the Unproven, focusing on the 'practicality' in life. All my life I've based my opinions mostly on facts and proven things. Never believed in religious myths and fairy-tales (though they were good fiction to read. Mystic is always a good ;)). Never believed in incarnation, rebirth, spiritual evolution, sadhu-mahatmas(frauds) etc etc.
For me, life was family, friends, school/college/office and an End to it was death. No Karma pending.
Simple: u are born, u learn to live, u make a life, one day u die.

Well, this could be a little confusing.

Recently, while researching on a secret society (a friend introduced me to it), I experienced difficulty accepting certain facts, because it all seemed 'illogical' and way too impossible to be possible at first. Reading further gave more weight to it though. Then, I came across 'something' (a federation of sorts, sorry i'll be putting a lot of 'something's in this post, as I am yet to decide whether/ how to put that it here...or maybe ill have to create a separate post for that) which was against the former, so naturally I decided that If an 'anti' exists, the first should be true.
Now, this 'something' opened its own array of theories. 90% of which were out of my scope of knowledge. In a domain that I shunned all my life as it was not 'scientific' (will remain unexplained for many years). [When a mix of Science, Spirituality, ET-ology, Astronomy, Mythology are combined, it becomes difficult to digest the result].
Answers were there, but to blindly believe them was hard. I became more open and receptive to the possibility later-on.

If I said that there were more humans in the universe, would u say yes? (likely, coz we all know Aliens exist. Earth isn't the only planet, out of the trillions of other planets in the universe, which has an environment conducive for living)
Ok, If I said that the 9/11 was staged or pre-determined, would u say yes?
If I said that Obama and Bush are related to each other, would u say yes?
If I said that we were all being manipulated by a few thousand insanely rich people in the world since the past several hundred years, would u say yes?
If I said that we are about to have a contact with Aliens soon, would u believe?
If I said that Centaurs(half human-half horse creatures in fiction) exist, would u believe?
If I said that a lot of our mythological beliefs could be true, would u believe?
If I said that moving at more than the speed of light was possible, would u say yes instantly?
If I said there were more dimensions apart from 2D and 3D (as in 4D, 5D etc), would u say yes?

There are affirmative answers for these, u have to have an open mind to accept/analyse them.
I am still weighing the possibilities. Now, I admit that Science can only explain what Already exists, only what is visible to the eye. Science builds on previous data / experiences.
What about things which we haven't even been Exposed to yet, but which exist?

To believe that what can't be seen(felt/observed), is non-existent is completely wrong.

Be Open!
Science and Logic cannot explain everything!

PS: More info to follow soon in other posts.


Life II

Friday, January 07, 2011

And I move forth, Leaving parts of me as I go,
Reluctant to blow with the flow, but who am I to know.

The journey is Uncomfortable,
A tiresome voyage that is Unavoidable,
Sometimes you are fooled to believe you are Invincible,
Until you face the Unimaginable,

Although the finish line seems near,
You've lost the ones who are dear,
As you see it all in the rear,
The insides swell up with fear,
The finish line is cleared,
But you ended up as your worst fear..



Just when the dust gets settled,
Wind causes unrest again..
Just when the soul has rested,
Its set to search again..

Just when the love reaches the maxima,
It crumbles down again..
Just when the heart meets its equal,
The silent pain seeps in again..

Just when the destination looks near,
the track is lost again..
Just when confidence seems dear,
The ego agrees otherwise again..

And I swing like a pendulum....


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